losing the confidence~

not in a great mood today..since last nite actually..personally not sure why n wut happen to the 'mood'..

actually. i gave him 'time 'that he needed for almost 3 weeks (2 weeks training+1 week sports day)..i feel more comfortable with this 'new' style of relationship..we're not too attached each other..he's more relax n me??..more focus on work..(i think laa..) and giving more attention to our engagement preparations..thats what im doing rite now..last nite, i quite down..!thinking too much about him..about 'her'..about our relationship..about our future's life..for me, wut we've plan not exactly will easily go with the flow...there will be more boundaries..more enemies 'pop out' from hell..how to prevent it n how to handle it AGAIN?!..im scared to death if this happen again..im just hoping everythings gonna be ok..help me..level up my confidence..

COUNTDOWN : 10 days more..